☔️ did I create this?
I’ve been in a major slump lately… possibly outright depression. I don’t know if I subscribe to the idea that our intentions and focus affect our environment or reality in any way, but I don’t totally discredit it either. There’s a chance, right? Life is never really quite what we think.
Anyways, the weather where I live just changed drastically today. A long lasting heatwave has given way to major rain and MUCH cooler temperatures. I don’t actually believe my mood affected the weather. That’s crazy. But the fantasy of that is so fun to think about. What if? Perhaps my sadness has manifested in a massively dreary day for my reality.
Why is that an attractive idea to me? Because this cooler weather and atmosphere plays directly into my love for the fall season. Especially Halloween. Maybe this is the universe trying to help me out of the darkness a bit… through… well, my love of darkness. Haha.
Here’s to healing 🍻